Motive Check!!!

So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God. I Corinthians 10:31

Is it just me, or does everyone struggle with their motives when attempting to serve Christ? Do we do what we do because of the great debt and love we feel for our sin paid for by Christ on the cross, or some selfish benefit? Is our compulsive micromanagement and perfectionism to do our best for Christ because He is so deserving, or do we do it because we don’t want others to think we are inferior.
These and other thoughts have been the crux of my growth lately… the refinement of my motives to purity and only for the glory of Christ. Even in the mundane “eating and drinking” that He and He alone would receive Glory.

Recently in my study of this I came across a passage where Paul exposes proper and improper motives for Christ service;

Yet when I preach the gospel, I cannot boast, for I am compelled to preach. Woe to me if I do not preach the gospel! If I preach voluntarily, I have a reward; if not voluntarily, I am simply discharging the trust committed to me. I Corinthians 9:16,17
Here he (Paul) lists for us his motives…
1. He is Compelled (KJV “necessity is laid upon me)
This is the overwhelming and driving force of need. The need of mankind is so great for liberating spiritual truth through Christ ..that it literally drives him in his tasks. As with Paul so with us. In our age of instant messaging and technology there still remains the numbing need to communicate past the trivial to that which really matters..that being our redemption in Christ.
2. Woe is Me…
Paul is motivated by a respectful fear of God that if he does not use his communication gifts and unique opportunities to share the light of the gospel that he will reap the impending circumstances..not only personally at the hand of God but through the natural darkness of a culture not devoted to Christ. Can we relate? As our culture slowly turns out the moral lights on our world can we not see the dangers lurking. We too..not out of cultural fear..but fear of God need to be about the Father’s business to enlighten those of God and avoid cultural darkness.
3. Voluntary Service renders Reward..
Notice that the service must be in the spirit of volunteerism..that we would do this regardless of earthly compensation but because we desire to see change and growth for God. If we are compensated, let it be simply to free us to serve, not to free us from work.
4. Involuntary Service is that of duty.
Certainly not the highest motive but the work gets done and that brings satisfaction. Scheduling and processing work through grids and systems is not necessarily sinful but certainly doesn’t render the purpose and joy that otherwise service can bring.

5. Love..
The highest and most commendable motive is God’s Agape, unselfish, personal sacrificing Love. None is higher as we see illustrated in Christs’ love for us. As He died for us, we die to him and others for the resurrection of life and purpose.

For Christ’s love compels us, because we are convinced that one died for all, and therefore all died. II Corinthians 5:14

When George Frederick Handel finished his timeless composition of “the Messiah” he signed it simply.. “To the Glory of God”. I certain he was moved by the fact that such a work had the hand of God upon it, as certainly anyone who has heard and sung this great work can attest to.

May our lives be signed thusly, not by the hand of a man, but the very hand of God.

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What I learned being Santa…

For the 2010 Christmas Season, the mall where we meet asked me to play Santa. At first I didn’t realize the incredible responsibility and priviledge it was to play one of the greatest icons in a child’s young life. Let me tell you now it will go down in my life as one of the most rewarding and toughest jobs I’ve ever done. In addition to hearing some of the silliest requests ever… I also heard some of the saddest requests ever.. I spoke with a child who had just lost her Dad..six months ago..a beautiful child still coping with that incredible loss…Santa’s not supposed to cry..but in that case I made an exception. A little girl did not know the name of her half-sister because her father had had a fling with her now new step-mom and had not stayed connected with her as his daughter. I got plenty of looks like “Santa, please get me outa this family!!” and things like that but what was really reinforced for me were the following points…

#1 You cannot overemphasize the importance of the parents’ influence on children…for bad or for good. I saw children who mirrored the fears and confidence of their parents. I saw children who mirrored the hopelessness and values of their parents.. My heart would ache for some that barring some miracle..would face a tough life, for others I was encouraged to see that our current generation is still holding to solid values. Each family unit was a microcosm of this principle, also reflected in Scripture. Ephesians 6:1,2
Proverbs 22:6

Next, I learned that God has put a universal desire in all of us to have someone they can share thier lives with, who loves them unconditionally and desires their happiness and blessing. Often I would greet children with the line, “I’ve been waiting to see you all day!!” Thier little faces would light up and they would tell me thier life story. But this need doesn’t end with kids. We too as adults also have this need. Thankfully God is there 24/7. We too can share our needs with Christ and He will welcome us in a similar way.

I was also amazed at the fact that the world often chides Christians for needing Christ so much when in fact they have invented a character that basically has the same characteristics yet is a fantasy…Thank God He’s no fantasy!! And though we may not thankfully get everything we ask for…He always gives us what we need.

God is everywhere and sees everything..Proverbs 15:3

God knows Us and desires to bless us fully…
For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. Jeremiah 29:11

So being Santa reinforced so much of what I know to be true of God.. I don’t know if I’ll be Santa again next year..(keeping up the persona is somewhat exhausting). But I’m glad to have had the opportunity for a short time to be a light to some kids..this year..

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Night Watches

Psalm 63:6 “When I remember You on my bed, I meditate on You in the night watches.”

I suppose everyone from time to time goes through these. You know those times when much occupies your mind and sleep fails. I must confess that often this is my plight. In the quietness of the night with others resting we can often be caught alone in our thoughts and end up in great distress. Here we are in the wee hours at a time when action is fruitless and we stew about those things that need to be or have been left undone. Allow me to share some hope I’ve found… while reading in Phillipians I came across a scripture that outlines a remedy for such a time, (maybe the Apostle Paul had such maladies as well) Scripture reads:

“Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
7 And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
8 Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable— if anything is excellent or praiseworthy— think about such things.
9 Whatever you have learned or received or heard from me, or seen in me— put it into practice. And the God of peace will be with you.”

I’ve found that’s not some nice sounding sentiment, but a recipe for peace during the night watch. First, turn those anxieties into prayer requests…now not trying to manipulate God to your outcomes, but fully trusting that God is able to bring about change in what is best for all…Trust in God brings peace for God is trustworthy and always right and just in His outcomes. Thenthere’s the thinking on good, noble, just thoughts. Rather than filling our minds with “what if” or “woulda, coulda, shoulda”, we should concentrate on the noble and wonderful things that God has given and secured for us in our lives present and past, with the assurance that He will sustain the future with the same character. Often while doing this God gives great peace and sleep resumes. Not a restless tossing, but a “Peace of God” that even though circumstances ravage, there is confidence that God is on guard and alert. Go thou and do likewise…sweet dreams..

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Forgiveness Fatigue

Yesterday, 1/30/11 I continued our study at New Life on the Parables of Jesus, you know those awesome early stories with those amazing heavenly meanings and morals. Anywho, yesterday we were talking about the parable of the unforgiving servant from Matthew 18. You know the one where the guy gets forgiven zillions of dollars by the King then goes out and chokes the guy that owes him a few thousand. He ends us being tormented by the King (when he finds out) because he was such a jerk about not forgiving his people, when he’d been forgiven so much. Jesus was obviously comparing this guy to us, and challenging us that if God has forgiven us of our sin through Christ (a priceless gift) then we ought to forgive others similarly or we will live a life of torment (bitterness, dissalousionment etc. )
Well, God really wanted this message to stick with me before I preached it to others. So all the previous night I kept dreaming of folks in the past that had done some pretty offensive things to me and our family. After each dream I would awaken and think about “Am I clear on this?” “Do I in any way harbor bitterness?” This went on most of the night, despite my attempts to dream something else. When I got to the church God also blatantly reminded me of a serious conflict a few years ago and I had to deal with it..right there and then in my heart. Not to mention that after the sermon…while Sharon and I were eating at a local restaurant…God once again allowed us to come in contact with some of the very people who propogated past hurts in our lives.
Only God could orchestrate these occurances , but He is infinitely more concerned with developing who we are in our inner man (for this is where our actions and words come from) than just inspiring with some words a few minuites a week… So I say thank you God for reconfirming that a message prepared in the mind will speak to minds; a message prepared in the heart will speak to hearts; but a message prepared in the life, will speak to lives…

Paul

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